nervous

its 10.30am le.... have been awake dunoe since wat time...
can smbody pacify mi,
can't sleep well,
stomach feeling queasy,
jitters all over mi...
%$@!* okie i 'm scared lah...
so nervous leh..... beta go prepare now,

guys i know u all lub me hor.... hor hor???
pray hard for mi, keke gib mi ur best wishes can can.....can can can???
all the nervous shit inside mi...
hands veri cold..... aiyoh.....
y am i goin thru this......
wish mi good luck bah !!!!

new skin

nice....??? like my new skin???
well i like! yep i like the butterfly,
the whole skin is so girly *likes*

ehem i neva titi kun okie...
except i'm 1 big slow coach
tats y so long then blog 1 time,
besides busy mah...

wif eileen's wedding,
hmmmm, daddy's hearing,
wif buffets, wif lessons,
aiyoh so busy.....!!
wan watch movie....
fion say will plan , am waiting !!

got mani mani pics yet uploaded,
lazy bones in me 2 blame...keke
daddy bot perfume for mi...
so nice, cums wif set of make-up brush, cosmetic case, nicenice!!

need to go massage badly,
nana lets make appt wif grace nxt week...
am wishing for fri....
hee... frends pray hard my wish cum true can...???

off to sleep garden wif butterflies!! *winkz*

found!!

found found found !!!
yeah finally found few skins tat can b used n i liked!

yeah giving my blog a whole new "skin"

but arhh... eyelids feeling heavy,

yes lah time for a nap,

u know experts say 1 shld not face the com too long,
muz give our eyes a break keke....!

i will do it very very soon .....

lesson lata at 6pm,
so scary tp cuming,
tink my palms will sweat till cnt grip the steering....
help!!!


sleepy.... how i wish now doin rf,
its like so shiok....
the heat n the moves wooooo!!!
powersssss!!!

okok, will do my blog lata,
ai kunz de agnes logs off :: :: tata!

updates

soooooooo long neva update,
have been searching for new skin,

will update soon,
all pics n my journal all piling up,

am losing my voice soon...
feel so terrible....

goin watch tv le,
6.53am in da morning,
*yawns*

"morning" guys!!!!

i know she loves me....

dwn wif sore=throat,

so home 2nite,



pat is cute,

she kip asking for mi last nite,

ha i know u love me ,

i lub u so much oso !!!

i have a veri cute pic of u...

i'll pass it to u .... u'll luff!!! ;p



cat's birthdae tis thurs,

sooo long neva mit her le,

chat wif her awhille,

miss her..



saw von last nite,

she lost weight,

she's firm in her decision,

but can feel she's struggling within,

ger time will lead u ,

reali hope tings will b like wat t say



i'm 1 big dweed,

carried the whole watch winder ,

instead of juz the cushion,

wah piang its heavy de lor,

luckily mei neva run ard,

if nt i faint....



yeah booked arron kwok's tix le,

hee i'm all much of anticipation,
the spectacular concert!!!
2mths plus before may 30th
sooo long,i'll wait wait wait

visting ches on 10th,
can sum1 remind mi,
i'lll kick my ass,
slam my face real hard,
if i miss it again....
ches c u soon!!
pat wan go???

friday

friday is 1 busy day,
daddy wan to eat braised meat,
ask mi to cook,
say if i too long, neva cook, wait lose touch,
so woke up at 9am went to pasar,
yes, i blur blur wake up, brush teeth n went dwn,

surprisingly, within 1 min upon getting up,
tis noti horny aiai sms mi gd morning!!!
tamade when was the last time she sms mi gd morning....
noti aiai, muz b up to no good,
guo ran, when i reply, her nxt sms was 2nite fridae
drinking marathon .... ;p

finished cooking,
done eating,
lazing on bed,
doin sum blogging,
busy lata,
dwn to town lata,
then lessons at 8pm,
then to meet my freaking fate of drinking,

saw frm ivy's fb,
oh yes man,
GUO FU CHEN is cuming,
may 30th,
still have good seats up for grabs,
world guiness records for his stage performance,
400++ degrees of rotating stage,
oh sounds so power, how can miss,
sumore he will lu 2 dian,
whahahaha excuse mi ;p
woooo can't wait....

was browsing thru net for sum remedies,
found acv,
went to buy it last nite,
tried, i would wan2 soak myself in it,
bot apple vinegar oso,
its for drinking,
hey nt bad wor,
stay quite similar to aple juice,
helps digestion,
imported frm taiwan,
i wanna try out other flavours too!!

go watch amazing race..
so funi, ang moh eat indian food,
eat until wan puke,
howcum.....


shocked

am reali shocked

received another shocking news of suicidal,

wat happen....

ppl calm dwn, try settle tings in another way,

life is precious,

missing out lots of tings oso....

so sad for them,

rest in peace....

Shock!!!

am realli shocked!!!
slept at 6plus, woke up 10 eat breakfast,
wen back to sleep,
m-i-l col ard 12plus, ask mi faster col yw,
tot wat happened,
z..x...G, commited suicide....
andy's best frend,
grew up together, hang out together,
juz saw him past few daes at our hse,

my goodness!!! he's oni goin 18...
so much tings nt done,
leaving behind devastated mum. family & frends,
andy was in tears, he send zx to mit frends b4 goin hm,
haiz, lifes full of unpredictables,

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life's full of shit ,
crazy ppl always there,
%@$^%$&$