am still tinking,
over n over again,
pondering numerous times over it,
wat exactly went wrg,
tat such complications happen...
tok wif mum,
tried so hard to recol,
could it reali b tat dae,
shld i reali believe it is,
was too busy tat i overlook,
never took it in mind,
dun tink it could b,
read up sum articles,
due to nature ,
might b a good ting,
so as to b well prepared if ever,
am trying to nurse bk,
seems easy yet difficult,
juz as when i tot,
seems so near n yet so unreachable,
trying to b sane,
hard though,
blew my top yesterdae,
shouted nasty tings,
my bad, hate the feeling...
nid to get over it soon......
juz get over mood swing,
dun worry ,
it will never be abt getting over u,
never ever,
coz u were long ago planted deep right in my heart !
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
complications
