scared

ordeal is not over,
as least the lab results says so,
juz when i tot i'm slowly picking myself up,
then it came crashing on mi,
told mum she says it can b real bad,
i was terribly frightened,
giddyness overtake mi,
couldn't tink straight, trembling in fear.

but then its juz a possibility,
a 50-50 % for it to happen,
mun comforted mi,
came dwn to fetch mi,
then head to the hspt for futher testes,

initial checks calmed me dwn,
it isn't there, further results will prove it,
but then again, questions in my mind,
in everybodys mind ,
wat exactly happened,
where is it....

when then can i have my peace of mind...

wannna feel n have my fair share of fun in christmas season,
but tis whole week,
i felt as if goin thru a real bad week in ancient halloween !
bless mi !